...the mood is unclear...

i am not 100% sure how i made it through my shift yesterday. i have been at that job for 14 months now. when i was 18-19 yrs old i would quit a callcenter at the drop of a hat, or just because it was sunny outside. now i am almost 25, i have either mellowed or become more docile about the callcenter environment. there is still a constant undercurrent of awareness of the lights, the phones, the screens, that i know is bad for me. .. but i am able to weather it better. although yesterday, yesterday was bad...

i have been playing my keyboard a lot. learning 'portishead' and 'the organ' songs. i like the instrument. i'll never be as comfortable with it as i am with bass but it's growing on me. i've also been biking as much as possible. i discovered that the bike ride over to jenns place on almon is my favorite. it's *just* enough of an incline the whole way there, then i fly back. very satisfying.

i had a productive morning of dishes and laundry. watched 'hackers' and ate a veggie burger. now off to work... today is china's birthday.